Original Poems

By me

Struggle [6/10/23]

Unsure what to write

Finding direction for my life

Will I ever find love

Should I take all the above

Do I know what I want

Everywhere I look feels like a taunt

Success, money, fame is on my mind

Or should I scratch it all to be kind

I don’t believe I can have it all

To go for it would surely be a fall

From here to there it cannot be

I just want to chase my destiny

To make it or not I have to try

Living without struggle has to be a lie

About a girl [6/12/23]

The girl that’s hard to get

Everyday is a constant fret

Will she ever give me a chance

Will I ever have just one dance

Is there something I do not know

I just want to know if it is so

Should I try just one more time

Because I believe I can make her mine

To be worth it or not

I’ll give it one more shot

This could be her change of heart

Ready to give us that desired start

If she wants me I’ll make it so

Promising I’ll never let her go

Sitting there [7/2/23]

How did I get lucky with you sitting there

Impossible not to stare

Distraction everywhere

Impulse beware

I had to make that move

In reality

I had everything to lose

Moment I saw those blues

Kissed me and I wanted more

Arms wrapped around me

Out on the dance floor

Like never before

I swore

Need your number

Before you’re out the door

That sidewalk [7/6/23]

What’s a guy to do

With a girl like you

Had no way to know

Could of said so

Walking up like that

Crop top all black

Cut right through it all

Time stall

Sat with me by the fire

Told you my entire

Said you weren’t scared

Feelings impaired

Twin Flame

I felt the same

Making me wait

That’s a date

Damage [11/2/23]

You made a mountain on my shoulders

There’s a canyon in my chest

I didn’t want it to be over

You pushed me to the rest

I guess I’m not a fighter

I lost that battle on Friday night

When you wanted me to face it

My heart killed for you to see right

Sitting there, weren’t you scared

Your words, a horror never seen

Why would I teach you a lesson

How could I have foreseen

I wasn’t selfish when I was loving you

You were blinded from the other side

That call was a nightmare

Time stopped when we died

Missing you [12/15/23]

I miss the little things

I miss how you said my name

I miss how you would lose those things

I miss how I would find them

I miss how you would put your fingers through my bracelets

I miss how you would run your fingers through my hair

I miss how you called me your babe

I miss the way you hugged me

I miss the way you jumped into my arms

I miss how you would lose your voice

I miss how you would get ready for work

I miss how you would kiss me goodbye while I slept

I miss calling you after work

I miss telling you I was on the way over

I miss how you would miss me

I miss how I would miss you